Last night was so much fun.  2 Chainz sucks really bad and Spring Splash wasn’t all that much fun.  But we had a lot of alcohol and pregamed pretty hard.  The party afterward though.  We got in the pool!  Ahhh the water felt so good.  We danced and smoked cigarettes and drank and swam.  Then the cops came and we left.  Ahhh, May has started off amazingly, and it will continue to be amazing(:

Now I have to write an essay because I got written up a few weeks ago.  Thanks Paris…

1.  I was on a train; only the train was more like a roller coaster, and the guy sitting in front of me (facing me) was freaking out.  The first loop was fine, the second, not so much.  I woke up as we were all falling, before everyone died.  The scenery was pretty neat though!

2.  This one was about my sister’s cat Paisley.  In the dream, I was showing this guy the cat.  I told him we made her on an app, and then brought her to life.  Like, it was normal.  I told him he should make a kitten, but I secretly was thinking that no one could ever make a cat as cool as Paisley.

3.  I really can’t remember, but I remember it had to do with someone I had issues with a while back.

My mind is weird. 

I am so tired.  Like… Damn.

we got diamonds, we got bitches, we got cars

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”